I am Mister Solo Dolo!

I went to the KiD CuDi concert last night at DTE Music Theater and it was AMAZING! Not only did I get the chance to hang with some pretty amazing people for the night, see one of the sexiest men alive on stage rockin it, and have a blast with complete strangers who share the same love for great music that I do; I have a head full of memories to last me a lifetime! I want to thank all of you had gone to the concert last night because you all made it worth while :) It still baffles me that I was even in the same vicinity as such an amazing, influential, and talented musician as KiD CuDi! I said it a million times last nigh, but it was an experience that I will never trade for anything! Not only was KiD CuDi amazing, but Chip the Ripper was just as fa nominal! I have to say that I had never heard of him before, but I definitely liked what I heard last night! I encourage all of you out there that when you get the chance, to go to a KiD CuDi concert! It is absolutely worth every penny! Well Goodbye for now! Peace and Love!

Life

Life isn't fair. We all know that. But what if you are put in a situation where it's not up to you to change or to fix what life throws at you. What do you do? How do you fix something that wasn't broken, or even cracked? What if you thought it wasn't broken? What if you were blindsided? Like me. I thought it was all fine and dandy, then the rug was pulled out from under me. This relationship that I thought was going fine, crumbled in a matter of minutes. I don't know how to fix it. I don't know what to do to make it all okay again. I thought we were the kind of friends who could get through anything, but I guess not. I never thought something like this would tear us apart. I never knew that this would ultimately end everything. But I will let you go If it will save what little we still have, I will. Space is what you say was the problem. Space is what you said needs to close. You also say i'm a different person. I've changed in some way that you don't agree with. Isn't that life though? Isn't that what we all have to do at some point? Change? Grow apart....adjust? Maybe it's like a race. I am just a little ahead of you...or the other way around. I guess I will never know. Or never did, but I will try and find out. I won't completely let go of either of you because I care too much. Best friends doesn't describe us. More like sisters. I miss you guys. I have always, I just didn't show it the right way, and now I will regret this for as long as I live. Maybe in the future we will find each other again. Maybe we will find that sisterhood that we once possessed. But for now it will be on the back burner. I will admit my mistake. And I will admit that I was wrong. I'm sorry. I love you guys and will miss you.

I'm so sorry.

Job=Endless possibilities!

Okay maybe not endless, but I can get enough money saved up to finally get a car! Nothing special and nothing crazy expensive. I am pulling for a two door soft top Jeep, or a convertible Bug.....wow those sound expensive...but I found a couple options of both for less that $5,000 so I am in good shape :) Excited for what the day can bring me hopefully good fortune and good memories :) Peace and Love! Look for a listing for daily posts in the side bar later on. It'll be in the about me because I go on and on about myself enough :) Okay Peace and Love for real!

I've said this about eight thousand times, but I am sooo excited to see this very attractive man in concert! July 10th is gonna be crazy! It's never a bad thing to have a celebrity crush ;)

I Look For Peace

I brought it up, you dismissed it.

I look at you, you look away.

What did I do to deserve this?

Was it something I said?

Something I wrote?

Something I didn't do?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that I can't be perfect for you.

I'm sorry I can't be as happy with you as you thought I was.

I'm not a bad person, you just don't understand.

You don't understand how it feels to stand next to the one you love, and not be together.

You don't understand how I feel about you, you never will.

I keep it all inside.

I keep it all tucked away so you won't see that it is you.

It is you who I look to for support.

It is you who I lean on when I am broken.

It is you who I love.

It is you who I feel lost with.

I'm in a room full of people, but I've never felt so alone.

You bring it up, I dismiss it.

You look at me, I have to let you go.

I love you, but you will never understand.

I scream for you, your silence is the only thing I will ever hear.

A Second Chance

Everyone at some time in their life deserves a second chance. I have learned this recently and it is true. You never really know if that second chance will pay off in the end, but that is a chance you have to be willing to take. A second chance is the one time that I will let you lay it all out on the table and really show me that I am making the right choice. So screw it up, and you get kicked to the curb! Sorry this one is pretty short, but it's like 2 o'clock on a Saturday! How long did you think this was gonna take? I mean I got stuff to do! If you know what that quote is from, like and comment and you win an imaginary free cup of coffee! :D Well Peace and Love!

A Summer Day, Drifting Away

My expectations for the summer were not very high due to the fact that my summers have usually consisted of sleeping in until 2 o'clock in the afternoon and not doing much with the time I have off of school. But this summer has blown the cap off of any pre-imagined bow I set for myself. Open Houses every weekend, parties, bon fires, good friends, trips to Texas, and a new summer song are just clips of what all is to come! Even though I have summer homework (which I am putting off!), I am going to have as much fun as I possibly can until the school bells ring in my head once again. Nothing is really planned so far, just going to be spontaneous and random because that is how you stay young ;) Well off for now to work on job applications and write a monologue for The Bullycide Project auditions! Peace and Love!