Job=Endless possibilities!

Okay maybe not endless, but I can get enough money saved up to finally get a car! Nothing special and nothing crazy expensive. I am pulling for a two door soft top Jeep, or a convertible Bug.....wow those sound expensive...but I found a couple options of both for less that $5,000 so I am in good shape :) Excited for what the day can bring me hopefully good fortune and good memories :) Peace and Love! Look for a listing for daily posts in the side bar later on. It'll be in the about me because I go on and on about myself enough :) Okay Peace and Love for real!

I've said this about eight thousand times, but I am sooo excited to see this very attractive man in concert! July 10th is gonna be crazy! It's never a bad thing to have a celebrity crush ;)

I Look For Peace

I brought it up, you dismissed it.

I look at you, you look away.

What did I do to deserve this?

Was it something I said?

Something I wrote?

Something I didn't do?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that I can't be perfect for you.

I'm sorry I can't be as happy with you as you thought I was.

I'm not a bad person, you just don't understand.

You don't understand how it feels to stand next to the one you love, and not be together.

You don't understand how I feel about you, you never will.

I keep it all inside.

I keep it all tucked away so you won't see that it is you.

It is you who I look to for support.

It is you who I lean on when I am broken.

It is you who I love.

It is you who I feel lost with.

I'm in a room full of people, but I've never felt so alone.

You bring it up, I dismiss it.

You look at me, I have to let you go.

I love you, but you will never understand.

I scream for you, your silence is the only thing I will ever hear.

A Second Chance

Everyone at some time in their life deserves a second chance. I have learned this recently and it is true. You never really know if that second chance will pay off in the end, but that is a chance you have to be willing to take. A second chance is the one time that I will let you lay it all out on the table and really show me that I am making the right choice. So screw it up, and you get kicked to the curb! Sorry this one is pretty short, but it's like 2 o'clock on a Saturday! How long did you think this was gonna take? I mean I got stuff to do! If you know what that quote is from, like and comment and you win an imaginary free cup of coffee! :D Well Peace and Love!

A Summer Day, Drifting Away

My expectations for the summer were not very high due to the fact that my summers have usually consisted of sleeping in until 2 o'clock in the afternoon and not doing much with the time I have off of school. But this summer has blown the cap off of any pre-imagined bow I set for myself. Open Houses every weekend, parties, bon fires, good friends, trips to Texas, and a new summer song are just clips of what all is to come! Even though I have summer homework (which I am putting off!), I am going to have as much fun as I possibly can until the school bells ring in my head once again. Nothing is really planned so far, just going to be spontaneous and random because that is how you stay young ;) Well off for now to work on job applications and write a monologue for The Bullycide Project auditions! Peace and Love!

4 hour flight + 8 wonderful people + 107 degree heat = A trip that I will never forget! Thanks guys!

A Trip To Last A Lifetime

Well I'm home! I had a BLAST in San Antonio this weekend! There is soo much to do there that you can never get bored! Me being from Michigan, I'm not used to the heat of Texas (107 degrees!), so getting off the plane and walking out into the bright sunshine and beautifully warm air was a great start to a busy, eye opening, awe struck, humbling weekend. The reason I went to San Antonio was to go to an anti-bullying conference where The Bullycide Project presented and got the word out about our production and what schools can do to get it to them. The conference was held in the beautiful Crowne Plaza Hotel Riverwalk in downtown San Antonio. The view from the room was amazing, and the Riverwalk was literally steps away from the hotel. Now Some advice for those of you who sometime in the future will stay at the Crowne Plaza, when you walk the Riverwalk, GO RIGHT AND TAKE LOTS OF WATER! Even though I was not used to the heat (and we turned the wrong way!), It was a beautiful sight. San Antonio is truly a beautiful city. The works of art scattered around the city are a bright reminder of just how proud the people of San Antonio are of their city. Not only is the architecture a wondrous sight, but the food and entertainment are also a big part of the night life there.

Blanco Cafe is traditional Mexican food that is hot and very very good. The restaurant itself is a sight to see. The outside is a traditional brick front with a green awning and the inside is decorated in bright colors and has a homey feel about it. The service was excellent and the food was five star. If you are in the mood for a less traditional dining experience, head over to Dick's Last Resort on the water of the Riverwalk. Filled with great food and an entertaining wait-staff, it is a blast just to experience. The food was amazing (I ate Alligator!), and the paper hats that they give you were a blast! The waiters write something about you on the hat and make you wear it until you leave the restaurant. But if you decide that you don't want to wear your hat (as a kid there learned), the whole restaurant will begin to boo you until you put it on! After a long day of sight seeing, and the heat has died down (Which won't happen, but it doesn't hurt to dream!), take a little ride on the boat tours. Riding down the Riverwalk and listening to all of the history of all the different buildings and places is a nice end to a wonderful day. If you are in the mood to just walk around, do so around the restaurants of the Riverwalk which in themselves are a sight to see!

San Antonio is truly a city of lights. Las Vegas, Paris, or New York can't compare to the utter beauty and history of San Antonio and the people who reside there. So when deciding where to go on your next vacation, San Antonio should definitely be on the list of possibilities!

Peace and Love!

San Antonio!

Ladies and gentlemen the hour is upon us! T minus 14 hours til my plane takes off! The Alamo, Haunted Hotels, a River boat Ride, and most importantly....DICKS!!!! It's a restaurant! Get your mind out of the gutter! You should be ashamed!!! Hahaha :) I have always wanted to visit Texas and I am soooo excited!!! Plus I have heard that it is gonna be hella hot there all weekend! :D YAY! Can't wait!!!!

When I Look In The Mirror

The mirror. It can be a girls best friend, or worst enemy. For me, it is a little bit of both. Everyone has their days where they just look Friggin' Gorgeous! And there are the days where we ladies don't really feel like putting on all of our makeup, and trying to dress up to impress. So why is it that men are soo superficial on those days? It's like we have the Black Plague when we aren't looking our best! Well I'm here to say that we all need to embrace our inner beauty! Without the makeup, without the fancy clothes, and without the put-on face that we show the world to gain just that much more recognition from the greater public to boost us up one or two notches.

If we 'Normal' people are allowed to go out with no makeup, in sweats, and hair a mess...why are stars put under such a fine toothed microscope? Why are we allowed to get away with fashion murder and they are ridiculed and "Spat on" (metaphorically of course!) for releasing themselves, and taking a day off? I know exactly what you are all thinking..."They are STARS! They HAVE to look good all the time!" Well maybe that is why so many of them have so many problems. Maybe that is why there are so many unhealthy stars who turn to anorexia or bulimia because someone in somewhere-ville tweeted that they were getting a little heavy. This is wrong. And I will be the (Maybe not first, but I like to think I am!) first to say that these people who we all Idolize and look up to and think we have to be like in every way, are beautiful whether they have on every concealer known to man, or they want to let the world be the world! Peace and Love!